Not feelin too shabby today. Last night’s game was a lot of fun.

Monday is lacrosse intermurals… I’m a bit nervous, but I’m sure it’ll be fun.

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I really am this neurotic.

… I think to myself, wow, I really am depressed. And it fucking sucks. I wish I could throw up.

Well geez, it’s a lazy Labor Day. I hear my grandparents outside talking to my dad in the backyard. They’re so loud, I can hear them almost perfectly over my music.

I had a weekend out, now it’s time to mill about the house and get things organized for this week. The second week of school… that must mean we’re actually going to be doing work.

I was thinking about becoming involved in district choir this year… or, at least the practices and the actual audition… Lindsay and Willy convinced me. And hey, they didn’t make it last year, but they told me, it’s still a good experience, and they’re right… I just think about it, and I get a little scared and unconfident. But I can’t be like that. I want to get a lot of things accomplished this year, and I hate hate hate being held back on account of anything, so I’m not going to even try to hold myself back. I just gotta go for it.

I think the practices start this week… in fact tomorrow, I think..
I don’t know, I’ll have to call Lindsay about it…

Also, this Friday’s our first away football game. Our only marching practice after school is on Thursday. And last Thursday, people were very lethargic and hardly put any energy into it, which really sucked. I’ll keep pushing myself. It really counts.

Oh, and I really think it’s the end of the world. It really is.

Hopefully this week, I will remain empty and light. Sweet. Beautiful.

I’ve got a lot of cleaning up to do today…